I don't know how to say goodbye!

Well Im going to have to Put my Piggy to rest. He fell a few times today so Im going to make the appointment. I made him a plate of juan pollo chicken (no bones) and I layed with him on his bed brushing him for a long time tonight and I was remembering all the things we did together he used to let me practice using the clippers and smiled while I went crazy on his hair even though he looked funny for a while ,he walked proud like he had the best haircut ever even though it didnt turn out right and everyone laughed at my grooming skills he would let me try agian with no complaints. He always was the one who would test the wheelchairs I made for little pig on him first. And how he would love to get new bears to rip the eyes or squeaks out of. What a good watchdog he was and when Sissy would jump on me he would chase her away! We have a lot of good memories together. He would always Love new blankets and pillows. I am going to be so sad when I have to let him go our time was too short 14 years is nothing it flew bye. Im going to sit with him and hold him when he takes his last breath im sure a big part of me will die with him.